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What of Utopia?

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Depart.

To be anti-utopian.  Seems to be a much easier concept to champion for anyone who is at all privileged.  However, I see there to be many flaws in a utopian society.  For one, there would be no source of driving and engaging creative inspiration.  Out of tragedy arises the beautiful muse in her most necessary and apposite form.  Times of calamity cause the blood of the primordial urge to create to boil within the soul and burst forth in a wellspring of inventive juice.  Dread always soars faster but never fear to chase it.

Smuggle it in.  Smuggle it all in.  To this life that is.  Meaning (Camus), ethics (Kierkeggard (Abraham)), clarity (God!), empathy (everybody).  If you feel murderous, then kill something.  \\\\\\\\\\\  It can be good to be a murderous cat.  Killin’ it here, killin’ it there.  I mean not to befuddle, but you you and you know what I’m talking about. Right, ya ok, moving on, can we? Shall we? Please? Ok thanks. I know you don’t mind.  I just gotta kill this.

The Dread Feedback Loop

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Individual dread.  More potent than collective dread?  Well a multitude of perspectives arise, as with any inquiry.  In the case of individual dread, the trepidation is one’s alone, and therefore all the more horrifying, as no other human being shares this feeling with you, ultimately exacerbating the emotion and state of mind to utter anxiety and forlorn fear.  In the case of one’s being kidnapped, the terror is the victim’s and the victim’s alone (apart from the captor who simply enjoys and appreciates the dread he or she has imparted rather than shares in it), and therefore a strong sense of despair would necessitate out of an uncanny helplessness and desperation.  On the other hand, a collective dread begets an entity of energy that thrives on the mass input of terror.  This creates a dread feedback loop in which the dread inevitably continues to mount as more and more individuals submit their fears into the throng, and as the host increases, so too does the collective dread augment.  The grandest example of this collective dread feedback loop would be the circumstance of apocalypse.  The impending destruction of the earth’s inhabitants would indict every individual of living, and naturally bring about the inescapable prospect of death.  The absolute certitude of death’s arrival, and undeniable aspect that there would and could not be a single survivor engenders a trepidation that cannot rest in an individual’s soul alone, but must bounce out to the billions of other souls to be affected in the same way.  This network of dread could result as one of the most frightening of situations imaginable (only perhaps rivaled by a scenario in which every individual in the world would have to take a turn giving a five minute speech to the rest of the global population, and if one refused, the result would be death.  This to my mind would produce many deaths and suicides, as public speaking is inconceivably exalted in the minds of billions of people, only highlighting a combined dread of the self and others).